I m Officially Missing You ~

All I hear is raindrops

Falling on the rooftop

Oh baby tell me why'd you have to go

Cause this pain I feel

It wont go away

And today I'm officially missing you

I thought that from this heartache

I could escape

But I fronted long enough to know

There ain't no way

And todayI'm officially missing you

Oh can't nobody do it like you

Said every little thing you do

Hey baby say it stays on my mind

And I, I'm officially

All I do is lay around

Two ears full tears

From looking at your face on the wall

Just a week ago you were my baby

Now I don't even know you at all

I don't know you at all

Well I wish that you would call me right now

So that I could get through to you somehow

But I guess it's safe to say baby safe to say

That I'm officially missing you

Well I thought I could just get over you baby

But I see that's something I just can't d0

From the way you would hold me

To the sweet things you told me

I just can't find a way

To let go of you

It official

You know that I'm missing you

Yeah yes

All I hear is raindrops

And I'm officially missing you

~ I Missing u Babe ~ ❤

快乐不再… >.<

最近压力越来越大了,几乎忘记了什么是快乐…
想清楚点,发觉自己真的很久都没有快乐过了…

每天只是强颜儿笑，好讨厌现在的我.......
为什么呢???身边的快乐都去了哪？都消失了吗？

真的搞不懂我自己，好烦好烦.........

不想再这样下去，好累哦！
唉！还有谁可以给我快乐了呢？.......

令人不解的爱情世界

我們每一個人都是被有條件地愛著，也是有條件地愛著別人。 不必心灰意冷，既然知道世上沒有無條件的愛， 你應該努力使自己更具備條件去愛， 同時也該學習忘記一些條件去愛一個人。 愛情最恐怖的地方， 他愛你，不代表他不會背叛你。 他背叛你，也不代表他不愛你。 不愛上他，就不會因為無法跟他長相廝守而難過。 承諾本來就是男人與女人的一場角力， 有時皆大歡喜，大部分情況卻是兩敗俱傷。 不到最後一刻，千萬別放棄。 最後得到好東西，不是幸運， 有時候，必須有前面的苦心經營，才有後面的偶然相遇。 有時候，我們愛著的，不是現實的那個人，而是回憶裡的他。 有些事情是不可勉強的。 你愛一個人，他不愛你，不代表你不可愛， 不代表你不好，只能代表他不愛你而已。 有時候，我們願意原諒一個人，並不是我們真的願意原諒他， 而是我們不想失去他。不想失去他，惟有假裝原諒他。 一段愛情可以由愛重新開始，卻不能由原諒重新開始。 我們愛一個人和不愛一個人往往是因為同一些理由。 時間治療痛苦，也加深了痛苦；它有時候太長，有時候又太倉促。 感情的事很奇怪。你很投入的時候，對方很抽離。 你很抽離的時候，對方又偏偏很投入。 男人對女人的傷害，不一定是他愛上了別人， 而是他在她有所期待的時候讓她失望， 在她脆弱的時候沒有扶她一把。 愛到極愛，往往變成無情。恨到極恨，往往不再有恨。 愛情永遠是想像比現實美麗，相逢如是，告別也如是。

It's Complicating .....

I didn't blog lately not because that life is that boring so that I have nothing to blog about. It's totally a CROSS!! I have too much things to tell which I don't even know where I supposed to start from. But it's alright, I can keep it to myself.In short, things have gone complicated. I'm kind of lost... But still figuring ways out. I believed I will make things clear sooner or later...!

2nd Anniversary ^.^

不知不觉， 两年了， 时间过的真快.....

希望我们能好好的真惜这段好不容易得来的感情....

也希望我们俩不要再为有的没的的事不开心....

还有，也希望你是那个最信任我的男朋友....…^^

谢谢你送给我的礼物，我很喜欢.....瓜，我爱爱你.....

I Can Stand It

I can stand that you don't love me enough,
I can stand that you have other dreams ,
Even if you used lies to fool me, at least you still cared about my feelings ,
I can stand that your eye-expression is empty, I can stand you don't have enough time ,
But I can't stand that after doing so much, it's she who gets to have the tenderness I deserve


Loving you is a habit that I can't, nor am willing to change; it's not so easy to let go ,
Understanding you is a sorrow that I can't speak, nor admit; forgiving you is my sympathetic love, don't think I had to


Oh no don't say "sorry," because the one you wanted wasn't me (what do you want?)
Don't say "thank you" or something like "you'll always be in my heart" (I can't understand what you're saying)
Can you tell me why? (tell me why) You once loved this me, didn't you? (Didn't you?)



It's she who gets to have the smile I've never seen...

最後一次

~ 听到这首歌， 心中泛起无尽的感慨。。。
也有一份感动。

不管这是真是假， 但相识的事是一定有的，
珍惜身旁的人！

什么是爱？

爱，是一种感觉， 即使痛苦也会觉得幸福，
爱，是一种体会， 即使心粹也会觉得美丽，
爱，是一种经历， 即使破粹也会觉得甜蜜，



不要因某些事而放弃自己的爱人，
不要因为错爱而寂寞，
也不要因为寂寞而错爱，


爱情不由的自己安排，
也不能由自己说爱就爱，
不爱就不爱
爱一个人不一定要拥有，
勉强的结局也只有痛苦，
爱的时候就要懂得珍惜，
该放手的就要懂得放手，
若找到了对的人， 就该懂得珍惜。



珍惜这两个子有许多人都会写，
但是有谁去珍惜这两个字？
爱情可以令人很开心，
也可以令人很伤心，
但是一定要亲自试过才会明白。。


人或者可以爱很多次,
但只有一个人可以让你笑得最美丽， 哭得最伤心。。
爱一个人不是要跟他/她在一起才快乐，
幸福的是要看见他/她幸福快乐，自己才会快乐。。





*** 给自己一个机会好好的去珍惜身边的每一个人***




安安咯 =）

7th things

I probably shouldn’t say this

But at times I get so scared

When I think about the previous

Relationship we shared

It was awesome, but we lost it

It’s not possible for me, not to care

And now we’re standing in the rain

But nothing’s ever gonna change until you

hear, my dear

The 7 things I hate about you

The 7 things I hate about you, oh you

You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

It’s awkward and it’s silent

As I wait for you to say

What I need to hear now

Your sincere apology

When you mean it, I’ll believe it

If you text it, I’ll delete it

Let’s be clear

Oh I’m not coming back

You’re taking 7 steps here

The 7 things I hate about you

You’re vain, your games, you’re insecure

You love me, you like her

You make me laugh, you make me cry

I don’t know which side to buy

Your friends, they’re jerks

When you act like them, just know it hurts

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing I hate the most that you do

You make me love you

And compared to all the great things

That would take too long to write

I probably should mention

The 7 that I like

The 7 things I like about you

Your hair, your eyes, your old Levi’s

When we kiss I’m hypnotized

You make me laugh, you make me cry

But I guess that’s both I’ll have to buy

Your hands in mine

When we’re intertwined, everything’s alright

I wanna be with the one I know

And the 7th thing

I like most that you do

You make me love you

You do.........

** de song tat i lup much **

~stay happy ben ... cheers .. ~

Super Emo Day >.<

Dunno y recently i m so moody - ing n feeling down....

everything tat belong to me seem goin far n far away from me... y ? Especially * my happy & my smile * i dunno ..?

Like today is kinda frustrated n pressure lot..... hate it... zz.....

Wat make me feel pressure lot is bcoz of my stupid boss n de workin eviroment in office..

haiz... big company nt tat good as wat u alll think ..* Politic Problem *

Dis Bloody hell (My Boss) alwys lik to order me to do those job tat nt related to my job scope... lik Eason Chan Concert... wah.. since last friday til today i m rushing to prepare n fax those letter to supplier n call them to sponsor us for de concert ticket.. ish i feel lik unfair to them ... coz keeping force them to buy ticket wit us becoz tat they supply thing to SLTP ..Diu* de ticket is nt cheaper lei.. hmm.. another worst thing is put a target on me.. cal me muz hit de target tat he set.. ish... i m not ticketin dept lei... sell ticket also my job mer...sien @@

Beside tat ,those perasan ppl veli lik to put all de blame on me...even though tat nt my fault.. haiz dis reali make me Betahan... finally, today i cant tahan n drop my tears.. i m reali silly gal.. >.<>lly nia.. * Noted to those bitch i nt easy to bully as wat u all thinkin,please think of ppl feelin before u all do anything tat wil let them feel uncomfortable.. * gosh away frm my surrounding area.. i m nt welcome u all..* ... feel so annoying..

Btw i Feel so Lucky n Thanks GOD ...because I stil got u all my dearest ... especially * Jeanne , Caryn * .. today u two advised me lot n will alwys b my good listener whenever i need it .. i also understand work is lik tat de need tahan n be tough enough ..don worry i wil take it as lesson for me.. n i wont tat easy to give up , i will continue till de end ... ^^

Now wat i hope n bless is start from tomorrow everythin will go smoothly .. no more rumor anymore.. n alwys stay happy n smile.. ^^ PEACE..

** Stay HAPPY n SMILE AMY **

U can Do iT !

>

LOVE CAN STAY STRONG

When love first comes and all seems right;

It’s beyond our reason that we two can fight.

Yet fights will come, and anger might thrive,

So let’s try to be sure that our love will survive.

Let’s make our plans with similar goals,

So our wants and desires won’t hit hidden shoals,

That set us crashing when things get hard,

So our love can stay strong even when it gets jarred.

For if love can stay strong when it’s tested by fire,

Then we'd share a future that most would admire,

A future where partners would strive side by side,

A future where love would always abide.

~ STAY HAPPY FOREVER BEN & GUA ^^

REASON WHY

Our love is the long lasting kind;
We’ve been together quite awhile.
I love you for so many things,
Your voice, your touch, your kiss, your smile.

You accept me as I am;
I can relax and just be me.
Even when my quirks come out,
You think they’re cute; you let me be.

With you, there’s nothing to resist;
You’re irresistible to me.
I’m drawn to you in total trust;
I give myself to you willingly.

Your sweet devotion never fails;
You view me with a patient heart.
You love me, Gua, no matter what.
You’ve been that way right from the start.

Those are just a few reasons
whyI’ll always love you like I do.
We’ll have a lifetime full of love,
And it will happen because of you.

~TaT Our Life ~

Life is too short to wake up with regrets...^^

Love de ppl who treat you rite..... <3

Forget about de ones who don't....

Belive everything happens for a reason...

If you get a second chance,

Grab it with both of ur hands....

If it changes ur life, let it...

Nobody said life would be easy...

They juz promised it would be WROTH it....

~ Enjoy Ur Life .. Gd Nite~

我走了,再见！

你想要的我不明白
明明可以爱得很自然
两个人世界多简单
就是我爱你你爱我不难
你还是离开
我能理解我不会责怪
这是你给我的答案
我不相信爱很难
没有一点温度残留下来
你失踪的爱我的幸福跟你离开
谢谢你那么坦白
原来失去以后比较愉快
不会再伤感
就算爱很难我也不怕失败
一定有一天我会比你想象更勇敢
你带走了爱我在原地不曾离开
我走了，
因为我累了。
因为再也没有值得留恋的了。
我走了，
因为天亮了，
因为夜晚的梦也该醒了。
我走了，
因为我知道在你的心里已经没有我的存在了，
不重要了。
我走了，
真的要走了。
新的一段生命旅程开始了。
我走了
谢谢你让我明白 我学会灿烂，
希望未来的日子里你能好好的过
再见！

I wil b Tough Enough ... !

经过了昨天所发生的事，我学会了坚强，
我不会在为那些无畏的事在掉下我宝贵的眼泪。。。。
你们要怎样写我随你们吧！我以不在意了。。
我亲爱的朋友，谢谢你们一直以来都那么的只持我和保护我。。
每当我不开心，你们都会第一个斗我笑和帮我结决我的难题的。。
真的谢谢了！


而你（kelly gan )..
修想在欺负我了， 我不是那么容易给你打败的。。
你会写我，是因为你妒嫉我，哈哈讲真的我还蛮开心得。
突然因为你我便红了。哈哈。（谢谢咯！）
还有，是你对你的男友没信心，一直在那里乱想，，
如果你真得那么怕失去他，买把大锁头把他锁在你家咯。。
这样你就不会一直无赖我了。。
n U PLZ FUCK OFF FRM MY WORLD....

Question ????

De question tat alwys in my mind...

- wat r u doin rite nw...
- y u don wana reply my msg...(BZ or.....?
- izzit i done wrong anything...make u angry again..
- y u wana escape frm me...
- y u said u need ur own time....
- y u said u need cool down...
- y u said u dunno hw to face wit me ...
- y don have de answer for me when alwys i askin wat happen to u.....(i don wana de answer is NTG or DON ASK SO MUCH )

----- can anyone of u tel me dis all means wat ?

~ Wat U thinkin ~

~For some reasons I have insomia last nite...
For some unknown reasons I feel the same as how I felt,
frighthened, furioused, and my heart is soften again.
How much time I need to spend on this time,
to understand more about U,
1 year or more than that,
I have no idea.... >.<
~Someone please give me a clue,
as simple as it could be,
I have one:
Trust was occured for a short moment,
It seems impossible to be happened in long term.
Am I right?
Maybe I am, Maybe I am not....

~ i m nt a understanding GF ~

~ We d together almost 1 n half year le..
i m stil nt a understanding GF for u...
when u unhappy i cant get noe frm u....
n u wont tel me also.. (SAD)
maybe u choose nt to tel me is because tel me d. i also cant get help u anything..
ok tat fine.. i can accept...
bt i felt i reali a SHI PAI GF in dis world...
i need went to visit my BF blog...
onli i will noe tat wat happend to him... n his is unhappy..
so guys... don u all think tat i m reali useless GF is in world ???


~Gua hope next time if u unhappy or anything happen ...
please tel me la...please..
although i cant help u slove ur problem..
bt i can b ur good listener , share ur sadness..
i don wana juz share ur happiness... i wana share ur sadness too..

i don wana b de last to noe tat u unhappy...

yesterday~ such a sad day for me >.<

~yesterday ...
reali a sad day for me...lot thing happend..
i dunno y u wan lik tat treat me?
u whole day don wana bother me..!
when i told u i m sad.. bt de end wat u respond me...
u said y i wan gt in trouble ... y i wana go quarrel wit her..
nt i wana quarrel wit her.. is i reali canot stand d.she spoil my name !!!..
as my bf.. u should understand my feeling...(i m nt blame u )
u should support me.. bt y ... y u din?
i think whole nite. . y u wana treat me lik tat ..
izzit i nt gd enough for u to do tat ?
my heart was bleeding...(u wil never feel hw much pain i have here)

i noe lot thing happend to u n u veli fan.
i also noe tat u wana b alone..u wana ur own time..
bt at least u don treat me tat cold.. i reali scare tat feeling..
i juz wana ur care.. i wana noe wat u thinkin? wat u doin onli ?
n please don said i let u disappointed k.. i m not..
tat totally nt all my fault..
y we alwys wan because her quarrel..?
y alwys thing happend u choose to belive her.. nt me ..
izzit she so important btw us.. ??

gua can u don treat me lik tat anymore..
can we back to last time.. tat happiness moment.. ?

~My 1st blog at blogger ~

hi..
dis will be my 1st blog at here..
actuali i quiet hate blogger..
bt i think is de way to let me express my feeling..
to introduce myself.amy here.. frm klang..
nice to meet u all.. ~