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Sunday, May 17, 2009

I wil b Tough Enough ... !

经过了昨天所发生的事,我学会了坚强,
我不会在为那些无畏的事在掉下我宝贵的眼泪。。。。
你们要怎样写我随你们吧!我以不在意了。。
我亲爱的朋友,谢谢你们一直以来都那么的只持我和保护我。。
每当我不开心,你们都会第一个斗我笑和帮我结决我的难题的。。
真的谢谢了!


而你(kelly gan )..
修想在欺负我了, 我不是那么容易给你打败的。。
你会写我,是因为你妒嫉我,哈哈讲真的我还蛮开心得。
突然因为你我便红了。哈哈。(谢谢咯!)
还有,是你对你的男友没信心,一直在那里乱想,,
如果你真得那么怕失去他,买把大锁头把他锁在你家咯。。
这样你就不会一直无赖我了。。
n U PLZ FUCK OFF FRM MY WORLD....

Question ????

De question tat alwys in my mind...

- wat r u doin rite nw...
- y u don wana reply my msg...(BZ or.....?
- izzit i done wrong anything...make u angry again..
- y u wana escape frm me...
- y u said u need ur own time....
- y u said u need cool down...
- y u said u dunno hw to face wit me ...
- y don have de answer for me when alwys i askin wat happen to u.....(i don wana de answer is NTG or DON ASK SO MUCH )

----- can anyone of u tel me dis all means wat ?

~ Wat U thinkin ~

~For some reasons I have insomia last nite...
For some unknown reasons I feel the same as how I felt,
frighthened, furioused, and my heart is soften again.
How much time I need to spend on this time,
to understand more about U,
1 year or more than that,
I have no idea.... >.<

~Someone please give me a clue,
as simple as it could be,
I have one:
Trust was occured for a short moment,
It seems impossible to be happened in long term.
Am I right?

Maybe I am, Maybe I am not....




~ i m nt a understanding GF ~

~ We d together almost 1 n half year le..
i m stil nt a understanding GF for u...
when u unhappy i cant get noe frm u....
n u wont tel me also.. (SAD)
maybe u choose nt to tel me is because tel me d. i also cant get help u anything..
ok tat fine.. i can accept...
bt i felt i reali a SHI PAI GF in dis world...
i need went to visit my BF blog...
onli i will noe tat wat happend to him... n his is unhappy..
so guys... don u all think tat i m reali useless GF is in world ???


~Gua hope next time if u unhappy or anything happen ...
please tel me la...please..
although i cant help u slove ur problem..
bt i can b ur good listener , share ur sadness..
i don wana juz share ur happiness... i wana share ur sadness too..
i don wana b de last to noe tat u unhappy...

yesterday~ such a sad day for me >.<

~yesterday ...
reali a sad day for me...lot thing happend..
i dunno y u wan lik tat treat me?
u whole day don wana bother me..!
when i told u i m sad.. bt de end wat u respond me...
u said y i wan gt in trouble ... y i wana go quarrel wit her..
nt i wana quarrel wit her.. is i reali canot stand d.she spoil my name !!!..
as my bf.. u should understand my feeling...(i m nt blame u )
u should support me.. bt y ... y u din?
i think whole nite. . y u wana treat me lik tat ..
izzit i nt gd enough for u to do tat ?
my heart was bleeding
...(u wil never feel hw much pain i have here)

i noe lot thing happend to u n u veli fan.
i also noe tat u wana b alone..u wana ur own time..
bt at least u don treat me tat cold.. i reali scare tat feeling..
i juz wana ur care.. i wana noe wat u thinkin? wat u doin onli ?
n please don said i let u disappointed k.. i m not..
tat totally nt all my fault..
y we alwys wan because her quarrel..?
y alwys thing happend u choose to belive her.. nt me ..
izzit she so important btw us.. ??

gua can u don treat me lik tat anymore..
can we back to last time.. tat happiness moment.. ?






~My 1st blog at blogger ~

hi..
dis will be my 1st blog at here..
actuali i quiet hate blogger..
bt i think is de way to let me express my feeling..
to introduce myself.amy here.. frm klang..
nice to meet u all.. ~